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A bit about me.... (most of you know)
I would love to live in Cornwall, I don't know 100% why but I just would.
I like a very simple life, I don't want to be well off, just enough to get by and pay bills. I am not a follower of fashion, latest trends etc.
I have this silly, burning desire to own a wool/craft/tea shop, somewhere where workshops can be run from, friends can come and put on workshops, sell their stuff. Where people can mill around chat, craft, drink endless cups of coffee, meet new friends, share interests. Almost like a craft drop in centre. My friend Nicki and I often talk about it. Would it work, how would we go about it, you know, over cup of coffee ramblings.
Still, you never know one day I might break out of my little comfort bubble and try something like that. If the J's were older I think I would be very tempted. I could sell up and go on an adventure. Fowey is the most magical place, very popular with sailors, so maybe there would be water widows who would like to craft or learn new crafts while their loved ones go and play on water. It is full of quaint little craft shops, full of pre-made stuff but there is no wool shop, nope. Couldn't see a craft shop. I could run a B&B again, offering craft holidays..........
Enough mutterings, I would be too scared to actually do something positive like that, maybe in a few years time you never know. Maybe I'll surprise everyone and do something outrageous!! I have just dropped Jose off to school with her textile course work almost finished (nothing like leaving it to the last minute, but it is done. I would LOVE to do a textile course, LOVE to go to uni to do art and textiles.
Hey, maybe in 2 and a half years time, when I hit 40 (how did that come about so fast!!) I might actually do something like that.
You know when your head is just so so full of things, ideas, thoughts, hopes and dreams and you would just like to pause it for just a little while but you can't find that switch.
Someone at work said to me that I was quiet the other day, then there is a whole new thing to worry about, times when you just want to be quiet, to not join in 'chat' you have to be so careful that is doesn't come across as being grumpy or rude. It is complicated this life stuff. So much to always take into consideration. I found it difficult the other day when I was ironing stuff at work and one carer came in to grumble about the other. I don't want to know, to get caught into that bitching about another one thing. If you have a problem, deal with it or say someting to that person. We are all working for the same purpose, to care for the people who live there. AAAGGGGHHH!!!
I was so chuffed that I was going to have these regular hours, I had started to plan things, work out in advance when I could go and do things, see friends I hadn't seen for ages. Looks like that isn't going to happen, long story (to long to write) I have got some more hours but as it is done on a two week rota the second week I have 9 hrs. Mmmm... try running a household on that! What would be perfect if two nights a week came up. Now THAT would be PERFECT!!! You never know, one day.
But I have started to make things again. When I can be bothered to tidy and find the camera I will post a photo.
I could have washed up, tidied the kitchen and drank at least 3 cups of coffee whilst I was doing this!!
BUT THE BUILDER HAS PROMISED TO TURN UP ON WEDNESDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Only snag is the plumber will be here doing the bathroom too.
Looks like it could be a slightly stressed week next week.